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Tagged >o>

Wed Dec 23, 2009, 2:47 AM
Tagged by :iconsakunapop: :aww:

Rules:
• Post these rules.
• Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
• At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
• Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
• Don't tag me back.

1- I love my Pan~:heart: ^-^
2- I am extremely empathetic
3- I like doing tags XD
4- I suck at math
5- I an NOT a facebook addict
6- My nickname, as decided by ~XxaphoticmythxX (aka Shammo) is Toobi XD
7- I have an obsession with paper stars
8- I despise jewelery, hand bags, make up and things like that
9- I don't know what to do with myself
10- I have thought about killing myself several times but always held back because there are people that i love too much to leave behind

that should be enough :D
all those who comment on this get tagged, if they haven't done this already~
:heart:

  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: the deafening silence
  • Reading: Memoirs of a Geisha
  • Watching: Ponyo~ <3333

Hmmm.....

Sun Dec 13, 2009, 12:13 PM
*sighs*
this just might turn out to be a rant :s

somehow, i've become depressed yet again but this time it's a bit too much
I've been really tired lately because of my finals coming up, i stay up all night studying and and worrying
and when i worry, i start thinking about stuff that i've been avoiding, things that i've been denying all this time
they all just come crashing down on me, making me think about all that i'm doing wrong the consequences of these actions
and then there are times when, i hat to admit it, i start doubting my love ones, my parents and siblings and many others
i feel as if one day they'll get tired of me and abandon me, not like abandon out on the streets but like i won't have anyone to turn to when i'm in need
all their promises start sounding like lies
and sometimes their behaviour makes it worse....

at times like these this is what i feel like doing, i feel like pouring my feelings out to someone but at that time no one's there
i'd write diaries but there's no such thing as privacy in my house :/

*sighs*
it's things like these that make me cry and when you're crying it's kinda hard to go to sleep
...and then people ask me why i have a death wish

sorry for spamming you inboxes with such depressing stuff

  • Mood: Depressed

Three Things~

Tue Dec 8, 2009, 4:15 AM
Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
Travel the world
Have a booth and sell my doujinshi at Comiket in Japan
Buy my own house

Three Names You Go By:
Tooba
Toobi =-=
Tsu/ Tsuki

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
Tsukihana Hime
Tsukiko
Mew--ichigo

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
=-=...stupid question....

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
Pakistani (and proud :D )
Indian...i guess? o.o
i have no clue about the third one...

Three Things That Scare You:
Being abandoned by the people I love (this scares me more than anything)
Heights
Horror Movies

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
My hubby kins
Internet
Air to breath

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
Clothes
Socks
My grandma's gold earrings

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
Savage Garden
Dashboard confessional
John Mayer

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
Aizome - Mamiko Noto (my theme song :la: )
Wonderwall - Oasis
Ame Wo Tsureyuku - Vocaloid cover by Choucho

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
Trust
Love, care and understanding
Compromise
I'm lucky to have all of it ^-^ :heart:

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
-in order of importance-
Height
Build
facial features

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
drawing
Drowning out the world with my music
Spending long evenings just thinking and thinking

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
EAT!! D:
run around the empty house in my panties that wasn't me! D:
Beat up the guy who pushed and slammed me into our school's red brick wall today >o<

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
Interior Designing
Architectural Engeneering
Being a House wife D:

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
Japan (who doesn't? =-=)
Italy
Going to meet Pan! >w< that would be the

Three Kid's Names You Like:
Laraib (girl's name)
Nuwerah (girl's name)
Taha (boy's name)

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
I wear whatever I can get my hands on
I don't obsess over my looks....ever =-=
I don't like shopping

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
I cry at love stories, books and/or movies
I love little kids/babies :love:
I love fluffy, stuffed animals >w<


ALL THOSE WHO COMMENT ON THIS WILL BE TAGGED!!! >3

:iconemptyspaceplz::iconemptyspaceplz: :heart::iconultrapan::iconmew--ichigo::heart:

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Ano Natsu Hi
  • Reading: Sociology textbook =-=
  • Eating: nothing! D: *is hungry*

Pantsu~! owo

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 29, 2009, 2:07 AM
Pantsu~! owo



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:heart::iconultrapan::iconmew--ichigo::heart:
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Please, excause me for the title ^^; I couldn't think of anything....
blame my friend on gaia! >.>

anyway
stole this from :iconharrypotterkam: ^^

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!

Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal , delete my answers, type in your answers.

Kissed one of your DA friends?
- Innocent

Danced on a table in a bar?
- Innocent

Ever told a lie?
- Guilty

Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
- Guilty

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
- Innocent

Kissed a picture?
- Innocent

Slept in until 5 PM?
- Innocent

Fallen asleep at work/school?
- Guilty

Held a snake?
- Guilty

Been suspended from school?
- Innocent

Worked at a fast food restaurant?
- Innocent

Been fired from a job?
- Innocent

Done something you regret?
- Guilty

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
- Innocent

Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
- Innocent

Kissed in the rain?
- Innocent (I WISH!)

Sat on a roof top?
- Guilty

Kissed someone you shouldn't?
- Innocent

Sang in the shower?
- Innocent

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
- Innocent

Shaved your head?
- Innocent

Slept naked?
- Innocent

Had a boxing membership?
- Innocent

Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
- ummmmm....Innocent? Guilty? I don't know! D:

Donated Blood?
- Guilty

Eaten alligator meat?
- Innocent

Eaten cheesecake?
- Guilty

Still love someone you shouldn't?
- Innocent

Have/had a tattoo?
- Innocent

Liked someone, but will never tell who?
- Innocent

Been too honest?
- Guilty

Ruined a surprise?
- Innocent

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterwards?
- Innocent

Erased someone in your friends list?
- Guilty

Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)?
- Guilty

Joined a pageant?
- Innocent (I'm not good enouh for that -____-)

Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
- Guilty -w- :heart:

Had communication w/ your ex?
- Innocent

Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
- Innocent

A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney/tricycle fare?
- Innocent

Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
- Guilty

Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
- Guilty

Thought about suicide
- GUILTY!! D:

Thought about murder?
- Guilty

How bout mass murder?
- Guilty

Tried illegal drugs and the like?
- Innocent

Rode on a stranger's vehicle?
- Innocent

Stalked someone?
- Guilty

Been so drunk that you forget things that happened while you were intoxicated?
- Innocent

Had a girlfriend/boyfriend?
- QUITE GUILTY~ -w- :heart:

In love?
- GUILTY AGAIN~ :heart:

  • Mood: Yearning
  • Reading: Jamica Inn - Dapne Du Maurier

Trying to pass time....

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 23, 2009, 4:59 PM
Trying to pass my time....


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:heart::iconultrapan::iconmew--ichigo::heart:
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stolen from :iconretroblade:

-----------• × • A L L A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Tooba (DO NOT pronounce that -________- )
Single or taken: very much Taken~ :heart:
Gender: Girl (I still don't know why I was born a girl :/ )
Birthday: February 11
Sign: Aquarius (Aquarians ftw!)
Hair color: Black
Eye color: Brown
Height: 5'5 DDDDDD:
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: I HATE SHOPPING!
Favorite designer?: I don't really pay attention to brands or designers
What is your sexiest outfit?: this dress I bought earlier this year
it fits my fighure a but too puuuurrrrfectly ;3 meow~
What is your most comfortable outfit?: My PJs
What do you usually wear?: My traditional dress and the gold earrings that my grandma left for me
--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Not very picky about that
What are you listening to right now: Your body is a wonderland by John Mayer (so obsessed with this song right now, i don't know why D: )
Who is the last person that called you?: I don't remember
How many buddies are online right now?: 7, I know there are more but they're all hiding >.>

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Steak, sea food, pastas, pizza etc, etc
Girls names: Nuwerah (my bestie's name)
Boys names: Kevin (just 'cause i like saying it so much >w< :heart: )
Subjects in school: Arts (:heart:) Psuchology and Sociology

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------
Given someone a bath?: yes, if babies count X3
Smoked?: never!
Bungee jumped?: nope
Made yourself throw up?: yeah ^^;
Skinny dipped?: No
Ever been in love?: who doesn't fall in love? :/
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yeah.
Pictured your crush naked?: once or twice, yes >w> oh, come on most of us are guilty of that X3
Actually seen your crush naked?: ummm......no?...
Cried when someone died?: yep...
Lied: Yes.
Fallen for your best friend?: nope
Rejected someone?: Yes :c
Used someone?: i've been used myself but never used someone else
Done something you regret?: Yes.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: My PJs 8D
Music: Angel Eyes - Ace of base
Smell: the room I'm in smells of me X3 so my perfume
Desktop picture: Enma Ai, Jigoku Shoujo
Cd in player: I think one of my 80's CDs
DVD in player: PONYO!!! I bought it finally~!! >w<

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: i don't remember ^^;
Hugged: my cousin ^^
You IMed: I don't use IM d:
You yelled at: My bro
You kissed: T~T still a few more years.... <////3

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: Yes
Open-minded: Yes
Arrogant: nuuuu
Insecure: well, yeah, kinda ^^;
Random: sometimes, yes
Hungry: yes
Smart: yeah, i could say i am ^^
Moody: once a month, yes XD
Hard working: if what i'm working for is absolutely important to me, then yes
Organized: kinda
Healthy: no >.>
Shy: SUPER SHY! XD
Difficult: If i'm in a bad mood
Bored easily: yes
Obsessed: nope.
Sad: yep
Happy: yes
Hyper: When i'm high on caffinne
Trusting: I only trut people after i've examined them thoroghly under my microscope X3

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: oh, i don't know where to begin
Slap?: the next person to call me TOOBI you knnow who you are, SHAMMO!!!! >3
Get really wasted with?: not gonna happen
Get high with: :/ i don't think i'll ever do that...
Talk to offline: ~ultrapan T~T
Talk to online: still ~ultrapan ^-^ :heart:
Sex it up with: >w>

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: I won't be going to college 83
Love is: something that i cannot describe
Sexual preference: guys
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: personality, i never go for someone immidiately just based on their looks
Coke or Pepsi: coke
Flowers or candy: flowers~
Tall or short: Tall

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most: my hubby kins (>w< ), my brother, my friends
Makes you smile: Pan~:heart: and my friends
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: again, my sweetheart ^-^ :heart:

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: YESH! EVERY SINGLE DAY! :D and very much to his dislike since I don't get enough sleep
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nope
Wish you were younger: yeah, i wish i was a kid again :c
Cry because someone said something to you?: depends on what they said

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: uncountable......
Of hearts I have broken: don't know
Of guys I've kissed: 0
Of girls I've kissed: 0
Of CD's I own: 20-ish
Of scars on my body: many but most of them are not very noticeable


it's done??! owo
yay~ took longer than I thought it would XP

anyway, now you all know a bit more about TSU! >w<
love you all~:heart:



  • Mood: Tender
  • Reading: Jamica Inn - Dapne Du Maurier

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